the drug pt1

In the dark night he walked. the rain was falling but he couldnt feel any raindrops in his hot cheeks or the wind blowing his hair ou tof his huddie. he couldnt feel anuthing but sorrow. Sam was walking faster ans faster as if he was running away from something. he didnt even know what is it he is running from. it was an accident. none of them mean to do that or to participate in such awkward experience. all he could think of was one simple question: why she did it...
sam, ema and jake were just having a goos time when eve decided they should take a step further to the unknown. it would be an adventure. they were pretty adventurous trying diferent kinds of drugs, games and activities. they used to say that a life with no risks isnt a life at all. they were living life to the extreme and that was the only thing keeping them alive as they say.
last night though, was very diferent from the usual and they could never predict what would happen,
ema showed u with a new little package. sam assumed it was cocaine and was getting ready for a night full of  intense visuals and sensations. it would come in hand since he was going thought a lack of creativity and that was driving him crazy.
she oppened the package that fits perfectly her hand palm. and inside the paper, there was what looked like a neon pink gel consistency envolved in a think skin-like kinda plastic. sam and jake looked at the package , then at each other then at ema. she was smiling to the pink thing like it was a new born baby.
EMA: "i got this with a fellow colegue of mine. they say it is damn god."
the boys were still waiting for a better explanation than that. but she said nothing. two more minutespassed and they were still waiting for ema to talk about that thing. then jake broke the silence
JAKE: you are not expecting us to sniff this thing without knowing what it is are you:
ema looked at him with a surprised face
EMA: you dont trust me" she said that trying to look insulted. "how many time i killed ya jake
Jake: "dont be stupid ema. who gave you this... wait... first of all, what is this shit>"
EMA: look, you dont HAVE to do it if you dont want to. its a free world"
JAKE: "that is it. im out f here. call me when she finds her reason"
SAM: "stfu jake. stop being such an ass
EMA: yeah jake stop beig such an ass" said ema in a sarcastic voice
SAM: "ema, i will give you 30 seconds to explain why you got thi shit instead of the regular one"

Ema raised her hands with a smile of victiry in her face and put the pink thing up her head and said:
EMA: "this my dear friends, is the future!"

sometimea i feel like

sometimes i feel like

sometimes i feel like

the bff tag

When and how did we first meet?
Who is your best friend's hero?
If you could go any place on earth, where would it be and why?
What is your favorite color?
What is our favorite food?
What is the name of your best friend’s crush?
What is your best friend’s biggest fear?
If your best friend were deserted on an island, what are the three things she/he could not live without?
What three movies does your best friend love the most?
What part of your best friend’s body is their favorite?
What are the two things your best friend does not know about you?
How would you describe your best friend’s ideal partner/spouse?
How long does it take your best friend to get dressed?
Which is your best friend’s favorite season and why?
What is your best friend’s dream job?
If you were out together, what would your best friend eat?
What do you most admire about your best friend?
If your best friend were to wear a shirt/blouse or a Tee, which would it be?
What are the three items your best friend always carries with them?
What's your best friend’s favorite TV show?
Would your best friend watch a chick-flick, action, comedy or a horror movie?
What is your favorite inside joke?
What favorite memory do you two share?
What is the one thing that annoys you most about your best friend?
Between the two of you, who takes longer to get ready?
If your best friend could meet anyone at that time, who would it be?
Does your best friend have any strange phobias?
Does your best friend like loud music or music that is at a much reasonable level?
What does your best friend think about the most?
What is the last book your best friend read?
Does your best friend have any nicknames?
If the whole world were listening to your best friend at ne go, what would your best friend say?
What picture does your best friend currently have?
What concerts has your best friend been to?
Has your best friend ever voted in a presidential election?
What is the one thing your best friend would want for their birthday?
What is your best friend’s greatest achievement?
What is your best friend really bad at?
What is the meanest thing someone has ever said to your best friend?
If your best friend has a scar, how did they get it?
Is your best friend afraid of the dark?
What would your best friend do if they won the lottery?
Was your best friend named after anyone? If so, who?
What was your best friend’s favorite show as a child?
Where does your best friend want to live when they get older?
Has your best friend ever had surgery?
How many children does your best friend want and what will be their names?
Has your best friend ever been outside the country?
Is your best friend a spendthrift, or do they like to save their money?
What is your best friend’s favorite animal?
Which game does your best friend like most?
Can you describe your best friend in one word?
Does your best friend sing in the shower?
What's your best friend's favorite kind of sandwich?
Is your best friend allergic to anything?

new series: sometimes i feel like

cuz sometimes we just feel like anything and evrthing and nothing. and something.

lol

in love. in love?

my worst nightmare has come to life. back a few days i found myself thinking bout someone. and then suddenly it came to me: i was in love.
but wait...
i might be mistaken. i was just thinking about him. its not something odd. we think about people we know didnt we?
no. i said to myself. u think about him a lot. ur stupid.
its was not the first time. its been for  months now... crap!
not me!
it cant be! im such a douchebag when im in love. whatever this is  i wish i could put it inside my closet and leave it there. like i do with everything i dislike.
but now i see myself listening to enrique iglesias.... not the new songs. the ones frm the 90s... oh gosh noo!
maybe theres something i can do to make it stop. ill stop talking to him. yeah. its not like something will ever happen between us. haha i wish....
no! i dont. let it be.
if i stop letting myself be a giant ass i can be strong and get over it.
like i got over that terrible hair cut i had a while ago.
yeah..
it should work. i owe myself for gods sake.
isnt it?